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Hundreds of faces 'around me,
yet it's just you i see.
but i don't know what we're gonna be.

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Nabila Khan, 13.
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Digestion..
Friday, February 19, 2010 // 4:44 PM

You know, it's been 2 and 1/2 months since i've been in Cedar.
When i get ready for school in the morning, everything is normal. I don't feel anything.
Even when i get into my school bus, blank. No emotions. I just wanna be asleep, tucked
cozily into my blankets and in the comfort of my home.
BUT the moment i step into Cedar, i get a bitter feeling in my mouth. I realize that it's no
longer PVPS i'm going to but Cedar Girls' ! I know i'll no longer enter school and see EXTREMELY
familiar faces. Faces of people like Imren, Dayang, Haziqah, Hafizah, Aman, Shazlyn, Musfirah, Ryan, Ivan, Ashish, Musfirah.... It's a strange realization.
INSTEAD it'll be girls like - Nisa, Sandy, Gladys, Dharnia, Chelsea, Celine Tan, Shrida, Felicia, Rasveen, Renee, Anthea etc. [Love them peeps i've stated.]

Then it sinks in, that i'll just no longer have that moment anymore. However, i just can't digest it...
So everyday, i'll be feeling this feeling. Everyday single idiotic day! You know, 4 years in a school is a long time. Luckily, i know that life in Cedar wouldn't be that bad. I have my friends, my future foundation, my new '2nd home' . Just pity those people in schs they really HATE ! Are you ready to face the next 4 yrs feeling the same sense of dread when entering your school. Well, coming from me.. i hope you don't. Coz that's just a miserable feeling hmm ?